Love is for free. Though I´ve seen many lovers, no one could compare the one we had. Still don´t know what was different. I didn´t know by that time and I was not able to see either. I´ve been thinking about our time together. I´ve been thinking about what it would be like if we were still together. I wish I could give my heart to someone else ´cause I keep getting hurt. My biggest fear is to search and found. It´s hard to recognize where finishes you and starts me. I look to find who I really am. I see me falling and discovering everyday all the thoughts my mind keep hiding from me. The person behind the character I play so anyone can see how bad I´ve become. But no one can enjoy my good side, so me. Both are here and I´m trying not to hide it. The good news are that I can transcend and unmask to discover a new me. What started as pain and suffering became a difficult task about what I´ve been through. Leaving and not it behind. Running from everything and apologizing even before something happen. Maybe that time I wasn´t. My thoughts are made of words and images and they are playing on my mind all the time.
